Spectral Quicksand -Nepal 2 (Phaplu trek), 3 (Kathmandu again), 4 (Pokhora), 5 (Kathmandu again)

Every time I have planed to leave Nepal/Kathmandu and return to India, something has come up which has kept me here. It's a strange phenomena as it's my 8th week and I was about to leave (yet again) tomorrow, but my plans have had new air breathed into them...surrendering over and over...the past weeks have been filled with crumbling monastaries tucked into nature you can only get to by foot...chaotic city streets full of the smell of death...back to nature, lakeside with trancendental views of Shiva's domain...city again for creative experiments...and new friendships...and old haunts...and now what???? I have no idea....